praying..

ya Allah.. i never knew what a beautiful plan You have. and i never will. i only saw everything on my point of view. what i thought were only what i felt, what i saw on myself and what i would be involved with. but now i see everything clearly. what i have left behind, the long way to where i am today. to be stand tall and make it through all the rain and storm, it's all because of You help me. and i really thankful to You, my Lord..
Rabbi.. i never have negative thinking for You. i never did, naudzubillah.. but i just curious and wondering what was behind it all. what was Your plan for me. where it would lead me to. and now i know. now i can see it.. and i can only whisper "Thank You Allah for saving me.."

traffic in jakarta..

owh it seems like my everyday during this holiday is gonna be a very tiring holiday. i thought i'll be like couch potatoes staying at home with nothing to do during these holiday. but i was soOo wrong.. because it seems like i always have something to do everyday. so my schedule will be like this: wake up in the morning, go to senayan for jogging, go back home, cooking, breakfast, going out, back at home after maghrib, surfing email or chatting, then sleep.
it's quite tiring because sometimes i have to drive and u know what, driving in Indonesia especially jakarta is not as easy as driving in any other places in the world. If u are able driving in Jakarta then there's no other places in this world u cant drive. because to drive in here, all u need to have is patience. be patient with the "supir angkot/supir kopaja", be patient with the motorcycle's rider, be patient with the pedestrians who like crossing the street wherever whenever they like, be patient with all the carts that could be suddenly crossing in front of ur car. and oh did not mention if traffic jam happens.. or there is demonstration on the street that will make u wish urself vanish from all those crowded world. . and all those things makin me could not drive more than 60 km per hour or 80 km per hour on the highway. i miss speeding up to 160 km per hour on KL's highway as i used to do =p dont ever dream u can do it here, well maybe i can do it here, in the middle of the night.. but still.. there will be unsecure feeling when the speedometer shows my speed is more than 80 km per hour. because i am afraid another car can be just changing their lane whenever they like without giving any signal.. fuihhh.. i guess a long journeytoday makin me feel tired and a lil bit stress.. need to go to sleep before the Russia versus Spain match tonite.. owh well, my passion towards this euro cup a lil bit disappear bcoz of italy's lost to spain on monday morning.. i just dont care now which team will win this tournament since i thought it'll be Turkey who will get the victory this year.. but they dont since germany beat them last nite.. so.. i guess, just watching an entertain football will be a good relief for me.. =D

a new diary

welcome to my humble blog..heheh.. =D from now on i'll be blogging in here since it's getting unsafe to tell all my stories in my previous blog..so.. welcome to all!! =D